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Bam Rattataa...

Saturday 24 March 2012

global warming

hmpir 1 bln dh kt cni
new sem..new subjct..new stresss...new problemss..huhuuh
n yg paling ketara skang ni..kepanasan yg teramat
y la kt shah alam ni tersangat la panas..
even tido mlm pn tersangat la pnas..
pkei singlet pn tetap jgak bpeluh klo bangun tido...
ehmmm..
pemanasan global sedang berlaku kot
dh la berjerebu..
knapa la tmpat ni kurang tumbuhan2 such as pokok2...
2 lh maslhnya klo nk sgt pembangunan yg maju kunun..huhuhu
klo kt ngara omputih, bley jgak pkei shirtless...tet
but, since this is eastrian, pakei je yg x menjolok mta..

since cuaca panas skang ni..
sumtime x menentu..
do drink a lot of water..
n try 2 be cool..;p
bam ratatta tatat
nolza..!!!!

Monday 5 March 2012

REST IN PEACE

on 30/1 that day,6 am, i was informed that my stepmom passed away at hospital...at first i can't believe it b'coz it was so shock...i thought that it was a dream until i called my dad 2 confirm d news...it is d 1st time that i've lost some1 who is close 2 me...since i was at my kampung that time, i've went 2 cbu jaya that noon 2 c her 4  d last time...only when i arrive at the house i started 2 cry..all relative r already coming...there r people who is crying...all i can do is sit next 2 her body n juz cry...eventhough she is my stepmom, i've live with her since i'm in kindergarden till i finish my form 5...

she was only 61 years old...i still thought that it is too early 4 her 2 leave dis world...i've 2 admitt that i owez take granted of her when she still alive...now, i regret that i never showed that i luv her...never told her that i do luv her like my biological mother...it is also regretful also since she didn't have any chance 2 c me finish my degree...i didn't get d chance 2 give her my salry if i get a job...i also had a wish that i will take her 2 traveling 2 somewhere if there is a chance...now, it juz a dream never come true... it's had past 1 month after she gone,n i  miss her so much aite now..i think i've cried so much on that day, i guess i will save my tears 4 sumone or sumthings really importants in d future... but i was fortunate that i've been blessed with both my stepmom n my biological mother love till i'm 22 years old..since my biological mom is still alive, i will embrace her...4 what i'm doing aite now, i owez think of her 1st...i'll cherish all d moment with her..i'll try my bez 2 become a gud daughter 2 her...

dear mom, i luv u..
n sorry 4 not being a gud daughter 4 u in ur lifetime...
i will owez luv n miss u...
i noe u will be watching me up there..
R.I.P