As I am...

Do u know that d people who seem d strongest

r usually d most sensitive?

Do u know that d people who exhibit d most kindness

r usually d one 2 get mistreated?

Do u know that d one who take care of others all d time

r usually d one who need it d most?

Do u know d 3 hardest thing 2 say r

I LUV U, I'M SORRY & HELP ME?

be kind 2 every1 u meet as u never know who is fighting which battle & when.....

adapt this poem words..or whaever u may call it...

from fb page (Inspiration In Life)...

kinda like d sentence there...

i've 2 admit that it usually hapen 2 me... sumtime..

juz want 2 add up on others hardest thing words 2 say is THANK U..

those I Luv U words, i've used it last weekend...

when i talk 2 my mom...n msg with my sis...heheeheeh

dun simply use those words 2 sumone u juz meet...

i do care about others n sumtime  i care 4 them more than i care 4 myself..

sumtime i do feel so..but i juz can't help it...

i feel like it is important 4 me 2 take care or not hurting their feeling..

even though my feeling is hurt..;(

but in my family, they took very gud care of me..as i am now..

n i'm looking forward 2 take a gud care of them also...

i've try 2 change but...alway didn't work out...

i guess that me...

nobody perfect aite..

n as i am..

i'm happy with that..

maybe later on i'm  gonna change myself...4 gud..

4 d mean time..enjoy this life..!!!!

NolZaaa.....!!!





'jUaLikAn'

seem like getting lazy 2 blogging these day..
huhuhu..
been so bz with assgment..n etc...
'jualikan'..also known as SELFISH...
a lot of people that i've meet have this some kind of disease...!!!
owez think that they d only that are right..
owez think of themselve...
doesn't even think of other people around them..
what d fish were they think..!!!
wake up dude..u r being hated by being selfish....
people around me may got this disease..
but somehow i kind of manage to adapt with them..
maybe i 've enough...
or maybe i didn't want too fussy bout it..
but in my heart...
only God knows...;D

 one thing that really annoy bout this people disease is
when they r d wrong one...
but owez try 2 blame other..
kind of s^*t man...
if u want 2 b selfish..
go 2 d market n sell fish..
maybe it will be more worthy...
hhahhah..tet..;p

that all 4 2day..
boom sakalakaalakaa..
daa..;)

Research

bam raatattataa..
diz sem part 5...
so kna buat research...
4 my topic, i've choose d topic of sport psychology
y d becoz???
i luv psychology actually
mmg bez klo study psal psychology ni especially
klo psal emotion seseorg..sifat2 seorg ke..hehehhe
jgn aku yg ter psycho suda......hahahh

talking about d researh, i've chosen the topic of
d effect of mental training on netball shoot's...
basicly, my research will determine d effect of mental training such a d use of imagery n
self talk in netball..
briefly about d research it's gonna be done in 6 week time
time praktikal plak 2..
ehm, cmna la nk bg msa ni..
nk cri participant lg 2..
i'll need a total amount of 90 people 4 my research..
byak 2...huhuhu..
tempat praktikal pn blum decide lg ni...
hmm..kind a stress dis sem..
dun wory ...b hepy..
n gud luck 4 me 2 do thid research...
gambatee kodasai...;)
hahhaah...

boom sakalakaaaa...
nolzA!!!!...

Kemalasan yang Melanda

semakin hari smakin malaz..
haahahahh
ntah r...sem ni mcm mlaz je nk study...huhuhu
asyk nk blik umah je...
homesick sangat kot..hehhe
kind of boring this sem..
exercise pn mlaz nk buat..
alamatnya..
smakin berat la badan ni yg sememangnya sudah berat time cti ari 2..
ahhaah...
tp ade 1 thing yg smkin rjin sem ni..
rajin bsuh bju....hahah
klo laz sem, 1mggu 1-2 kli bsuh bju..
tp sem ni, 2 hari skali bsuh bju..
rjin x rjin...ahahhah...

i guess that all 4 dis moment...
x tau nk tlis pa lg..
boom shakalaka...
nolzA!!!!!

ForEver ALonE

lonely...i'm mrs lonely...
baby i'm so lonely..
eventhough u r here
i'm so lonely..
hahaahah...
it's juz a song from my fav girl grup 2NE1...nolza!!!
every1 in this world sure dun want 2 be lonely..
but at some point, there is a time when we need 2 be on our own time..
but, doesn't mean dat we r left out...
or been ignored...sumtime i do feel so...haahahah..;p
it's juz dat we need time on our own 2 reflect on sumting..
or need time 2 make desicion..or juz 4
fun..
fun ke lonely ni...tet...hahahah...
peolple may have their own definition of lonely..
but 4 me.. it does not really matter..
d most important thing is we should noe that
there is owez some1 who is really care n luv us..

u can be better by yourself....
dun kick d chair..

it gonna b better...

daa...

;)

global warming

hmpir 1 bln dh kt cni
new sem..new subjct..new stresss...new problemss..huhuuh
n yg paling ketara skang ni..kepanasan yg teramat
y la kt shah alam ni tersangat la panas..
even tido mlm pn tersangat la pnas..
pkei singlet pn tetap jgak bpeluh klo bangun tido...
ehmmm..
pemanasan global sedang berlaku kot
dh la berjerebu..
knapa la tmpat ni kurang tumbuhan2 such as pokok2...
2 lh maslhnya klo nk sgt pembangunan yg maju kunun..huhuhu
klo kt ngara omputih, bley jgak pkei shirtless...tet
but, since this is eastrian, pakei je yg x menjolok mta..

since cuaca panas skang ni..
sumtime x menentu..
do drink a lot of water..
n try 2 be cool..;p
bam ratatta tatat
nolza..!!!!

REST IN PEACE

on 30/1 that day,6 am, i was informed that my stepmom passed away at hospital...at first i can't believe it b'coz it was so shock...i thought that it was a dream until i called my dad 2 confirm d news...it is d 1st time that i've lost some1 who is close 2 me...since i was at my kampung that time, i've went 2 cbu jaya that noon 2 c her 4  d last time...only when i arrive at the house i started 2 cry..all relative r already coming...there r people who is crying...all i can do is sit next 2 her body n juz cry...eventhough she is my stepmom, i've live with her since i'm in kindergarden till i finish my form 5...

she was only 61 years old...i still thought that it is too early 4 her 2 leave dis world...i've 2 admitt that i owez take granted of her when she still alive...now, i regret that i never showed that i luv her...never told her that i do luv her like my biological mother...it is also regretful also since she didn't have any chance 2 c me finish my degree...i didn't get d chance 2 give her my salry if i get a job...i also had a wish that i will take her 2 traveling 2 somewhere if there is a chance...now, it juz a dream never come true... it's had past 1 month after she gone,n i  miss her so much aite now..i think i've cried so much on that day, i guess i will save my tears 4 sumone or sumthings really importants in d future... but i was fortunate that i've been blessed with both my stepmom n my biological mother love till i'm 22 years old..since my biological mom is still alive, i will embrace her...4 what i'm doing aite now, i owez think of her 1st...i'll cherish all d moment with her..i'll try my bez 2 become a gud daughter 2 her...

dear mom, i luv u..
n sorry 4 not being a gud daughter 4 u in ur lifetime...
i will owez luv n miss u...
i noe u will be watching me up there..
R.I.P