How I W!sh

woah...
it's been long since i'd update this blog..
i've been very busy with internship..thesis..
and it almost end of year 2012..
there 1 thing that i wish i can change bout myself..
i wish that i can be more friendly with people..
it's not that i not a friendly with people,
just that i'm anly with my friend only..
stranger?i am so bad at making new friend..huhuhu..
maybe i got some problem in trusting people..
during my diploma, i think i'd improved a bit but
during degree..i think it become worst..
not really interact with people, except friend that i comfortabbe with...
and right now, i wish i can become friendly with people..
able 2 talk 2 other people..able 2 express myself well..
how i wish i can tell other bout how i really felt..
no more holding up onto myself..
by end 2013, i wish i can become more cheerful person..
and till then..
c ya 2013....
#nolza..

it's been so long

finally..
it's been so long since d laz entry...
i'm currently in my 3rd year of study..
doing practical at gym UiTM, Samarahan...
place where i'd started my uni life...
since didn't finish my diploma at UiTM Samarahan,
it's a gud thing that i can finish my degree here...
it's so gud 2 be here...
it's does feel like home..
getting close 2 ur home..
close 2 ur family n frens..
will be here for 3 month...
gonna have a gud time...
b4 comeback 2 shah alam...
gonna make this practical session going 2 be DAEBAK...
n also gonna finish d research..aigoo..
till then...
nolza..!!!

dear daddy,

dear daddy,
it's father day...
so happy father day 2 my lovely father..
mr. Lawrence Ladi..

evnthought i've never say those  'i luv u' words 2 u...

 u  noe that i owez luv u..
thanks 4 everything..
n sorry 4 not being a quite gud daughter..tet..ahhah
well, i'll try 2 be gud daughter 4 u in d future from now on..
eventhought sumtime i fell like u overprotective of me..
i noe that is 4 my own gud..
n i luv d way u raise me up n teach me about life...
although i owez being ur stubborn daughter..
u owez b patience..will owez try 2 fulfill my wish..
n i like it when we're shopping..
u owez said  "dad dun have much money, so juz buy important things k"
but, in the end i owez get what i want...n as usual, over d budget..;p
i'm 22 this year, but u owez treat me like i'm still in high school..
sumtime it kinda annoying...but i can accept it now..;)
n when u hug n kiss my forehead in public...
sumtime i do feel ashamed but..honestly..
i luv it..becoz, i noe that u luv me..

even if i growing old..i'll owez b ur little girl..
thank 4 ur luv...
i'll make u proud of me someday..
n until then..
please bear with my stubborness...;p
luv n miz u a lot daddy....
happy father day..;)

As I am...

Do u know that d people who seem d strongest

r usually d most sensitive?

Do u know that d people who exhibit d most kindness

r usually d one 2 get mistreated?

Do u know that d one who take care of others all d time

r usually d one who need it d most?

Do u know d 3 hardest thing 2 say r

I LUV U, I'M SORRY & HELP ME?

be kind 2 every1 u meet as u never know who is fighting which battle & when.....

adapt this poem words..or whaever u may call it...

from fb page (Inspiration In Life)...

kinda like d sentence there...

i've 2 admit that it usually hapen 2 me... sumtime..

juz want 2 add up on others hardest thing words 2 say is THANK U..

those I Luv U words, i've used it last weekend...

when i talk 2 my mom...n msg with my sis...heheeheeh

dun simply use those words 2 sumone u juz meet...

i do care about others n sumtime  i care 4 them more than i care 4 myself..

sumtime i do feel so..but i juz can't help it...

i feel like it is important 4 me 2 take care or not hurting their feeling..

even though my feeling is hurt..;(

but in my family, they took very gud care of me..as i am now..

n i'm looking forward 2 take a gud care of them also...

i've try 2 change but...alway didn't work out...

i guess that me...

nobody perfect aite..

n as i am..

i'm happy with that..

maybe later on i'm  gonna change myself...4 gud..

4 d mean time..enjoy this life..!!!!

NolZaaa.....!!!





'jUaLikAn'

seem like getting lazy 2 blogging these day..
huhuhu..
been so bz with assgment..n etc...
'jualikan'..also known as SELFISH...
a lot of people that i've meet have this some kind of disease...!!!
owez think that they d only that are right..
owez think of themselve...
doesn't even think of other people around them..
what d fish were they think..!!!
wake up dude..u r being hated by being selfish....
people around me may got this disease..
but somehow i kind of manage to adapt with them..
maybe i 've enough...
or maybe i didn't want too fussy bout it..
but in my heart...
only God knows...;D

 one thing that really annoy bout this people disease is
when they r d wrong one...
but owez try 2 blame other..
kind of s^*t man...
if u want 2 b selfish..
go 2 d market n sell fish..
maybe it will be more worthy...
hhahhah..tet..;p

that all 4 2day..
boom sakalakaalakaa..
daa..;)

Research

bam raatattataa..
diz sem part 5...
so kna buat research...
4 my topic, i've choose d topic of sport psychology
y d becoz???
i luv psychology actually
mmg bez klo study psal psychology ni especially
klo psal emotion seseorg..sifat2 seorg ke..hehehhe
jgn aku yg ter psycho suda......hahahh

talking about d researh, i've chosen the topic of
d effect of mental training on netball shoot's...
basicly, my research will determine d effect of mental training such a d use of imagery n
self talk in netball..
briefly about d research it's gonna be done in 6 week time
time praktikal plak 2..
ehm, cmna la nk bg msa ni..
nk cri participant lg 2..
i'll need a total amount of 90 people 4 my research..
byak 2...huhuhu..
tempat praktikal pn blum decide lg ni...
hmm..kind a stress dis sem..
dun wory ...b hepy..
n gud luck 4 me 2 do thid research...
gambatee kodasai...;)
hahhaah...

boom sakalakaaaa...
nolzA!!!!...

Kemalasan yang Melanda

semakin hari smakin malaz..
haahahahh
ntah r...sem ni mcm mlaz je nk study...huhuhu
asyk nk blik umah je...
homesick sangat kot..hehhe
kind of boring this sem..
exercise pn mlaz nk buat..
alamatnya..
smakin berat la badan ni yg sememangnya sudah berat time cti ari 2..
ahhaah...
tp ade 1 thing yg smkin rjin sem ni..
rajin bsuh bju....hahah
klo laz sem, 1mggu 1-2 kli bsuh bju..
tp sem ni, 2 hari skali bsuh bju..
rjin x rjin...ahahhah...

i guess that all 4 dis moment...
x tau nk tlis pa lg..
boom shakalaka...
nolzA!!!!!